My Day Ten 1005

My Feel ~ DOWN DOWN DOWN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Disappointed
         Disappointed
                 Disappointed
                                !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hayss ~ im very disappointed my friends...
make me very very angry him....
yesterday call he is date out together dinner with classmate...
Because we long time din't meet out together,just call  them wanna can join anot...
R is my friend is together me vacation phuket ...
C is me...

R told C cannot join...than fine....
C  told  R go facebook message group open C organize file...
R : don't want ...
C : why...?
R : because don;t wanted open...
R & C :is kidding talking ...
C :feel it R got somethings to say...ask R what things did you want tole me...?
R :nothing you will know soon...
C :seriously ask A what's up ....?
R :after you will know what is the problem....
C :is start angry keep asking A what is that....? fast saying...
C :50% is know what happen  A ...but still give chance R explain
R :still don't wonted to say....
C :give chance R still don't wanted say...fine angry till close R phone....
C :actually know the things already...just don't confirm is that i feeling that's things....?true anot ....
C :sms R ~ask R let C know did with join the trip... because a lot of people din't go C need go air-asia            separate booking do no show...
R :reply C cannot go already ~ you all luggage haven buy leh...how...? ...
C :final know the answer ignore R din't reply massage ....
C :before 2 weeks already know about R problem know R will wont goin...
R :say C can you don't help me decide ...
C : OK ..ASAP let me know did you will join us ...
R : give me 1 week to decide will let you know...
C: ok im wait your good news...
C: after one week has passed... try asking R did you will join us..?
R: join you guys going...
C: are you sure joining us ...ok im happy get R answer will join...

But now final let me know about R bad news ...
really really make me disappointed him...if not call R that's mean before depart just know about R din't join us ....????
haysss....
I CARE MY FRIENDS~
DID MY FRIENDS FEEL IT MY CARING....? DID IT WILL ....?????
my mood totally is be spoil ....
make me have a impulse cancel all whole trip..
tern back thinking did i do all arrangement is superfluous ....? why i will think that....
 because when i started organizes to all of my member  ...
.this trip total got 10 person goin
march or apirl got 4 of member say cannot join got somethings problem to do ...& 
bla bla bla some saying got own problem....
well...leave than 6 person ...but now 5 person only 
hayss...booked hotel before already unhappy for them because msg them nobody response me...
after im settle the hotel ...told them is book which hotel ....
ask them give some response ..
.they got give just ohh...
nobody caring the trip ...im angry them ...
if im also same with them not caring depart of  there just arrange ...
im feel is waste the time~ ever mind than im go find all the information for phuket which area is famous people going & where got delicious foods to having...
im do all the sightseeing placed n location to them ...
im very happy to do all the arrangement for my vacation trip...
yesterday i msg to them have a look my propose for our trip arrangement...
highlight them must reply me...im still not receive they reply...
Unfortunately im receive the bad news for R... 
seriously im think all of my arrange also rubbish....

TOTALLY SPOIL IT  SPOIL SPOIL SPOIL  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my heart totaly is giving them spoil it ...no next time to arrange for them n vacation to them....
What should i do ....? im thinking did i still goin with leave it 4 person...