My Day Eleven 070612

Moody + Sleepy mood m(_  _)m

why i will moody because of someone make me angry he again,massage ask me wait he back home ,ok im waiting he....

but when i really feel tired n has late he also haven massage me ....really make me feel like silly waiting someone...can't waiting he massage i has sleep ,when morning wake up see phone though he will massage me ,but is no any massage receive form he....haysss ~ he really make me angry he again...

this morning i know he will massage me, say for he reason, know for he reason ....after has argue with he again...what's should i do now....????

Danm tired & sleepy now ~ my eyes wan be small already zzzzZZZ.......

haysss ~ sad sad sad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Feel

I hate this feeling ....
always let me feel & thinking a lot bad things  ..
heart be uncomfortable
a lot of things make me so difficult ...~
feel be complicated ~
because of someone , make me got this feel to think this bad things....
let me got this feel has to give up he...
im don't know why have this feel
why will thinking that...
im love he ~
since we now is long distance cannot meet everyday....just can via FB massage
he is working at korea is a band
before with he we everyday will massage talking...feel very happy...
sometime will argue with he ....sometime we fanny talk...
after he told me will start busy practice ,cannot talk everyday....
but he promise me when have a time will 1st massage talk to me...
yay...he got do what he promise me...
after he start less talk to me...
im get angry he...after he told me wont happen again...
but problem be same happen again...will after two days just looking me...
always argue with he also same the problem...
sometime will let me feel dont wanted believe what he say to me ...
when miss he wanted talk to he,he are very very busy...
im will think really very busy over there....?take a time to rest massage me also cannot ...?
always angry he & argue with he cannot accompany talking ...

after im feel habit he be that...because even im always angry he also cannot change ..
this is he job....


before that i will very mind why he not looking me ,no massage talking with me...
i will very mind...
but this time my feel has to change...
before he told me after april finish busy ,may have time can same like before we talking...after will vacation with friends...
on may im angry he again, because my feel has start dont wanted talk to he ...when he looking msg me asking what im doin here ...i dint reply he ...he has gone away ....he know i dint reply he because im angry he ...he keep msg ask me talk to he ...after one week im just talk to he...he msg me again ...after we be a normal talk ...
after 3 days ..he dint msg me again ...after 4 days more msg me told me has start vacation with friends...
when he looking me i will late reply he ,sometime will feel dont wanted talk to he again ...but i dint do dont talk to he lahhh...just will late reply talk to he...
before me will fast reply he...but this time has change ...
wont asking why now just massage me ya..
this time is no ...really no mind ,sometime will ask what you doing there only....time will leave it after he saying ...
im feel really not get angry ...

feel let me know i n he has be change,
really not same with before ,we sweet talking....
i dont know is it both of us change or just im change....??
this pass days keep have this feel let me very toilful...!!!!
i have to try dont wanted to think this ....keep give my self chance
im scare im regret let he know i wanted give up he ...
im dont know how he will think...if let he know i has change want give up he....? how he will things...????
im love he ,but my feel keep think that let me uncomfortable...

im think did i told he is true or fault ... im scare after he im regret ...?
can let me stop feeling that...i dont want this bad feeling....

im hope after mine vacation dint has this feel again...hope can with he continue before with talking...

My Day Ten 1005

My Feel ~ DOWN DOWN DOWN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Disappointed
         Disappointed
                 Disappointed
                                !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hayss ~ im very disappointed my friends...
make me very very angry him....
yesterday call he is date out together dinner with classmate...
Because we long time din't meet out together,just call  them wanna can join anot...
R is my friend is together me vacation phuket ...
C is me...

R told C cannot join...than fine....
C  told  R go facebook message group open C organize file...
R : don't want ...
C : why...?
R : because don;t wanted open...
R & C :is kidding talking ...
C :feel it R got somethings to say...ask R what things did you want tole me...?
R :nothing you will know soon...
C :seriously ask A what's up ....?
R :after you will know what is the problem....
C :is start angry keep asking A what is that....? fast saying...
C :50% is know what happen  A ...but still give chance R explain
R :still don't wonted to say....
C :give chance R still don't wanted say...fine angry till close R phone....
C :actually know the things already...just don't confirm is that i feeling that's things....?true anot ....
C :sms R ~ask R let C know did with join the trip... because a lot of people din't go C need go air-asia            separate booking do no show...
R :reply C cannot go already ~ you all luggage haven buy leh...how...? ...
C :final know the answer ignore R din't reply massage ....
C :before 2 weeks already know about R problem know R will wont goin...
R :say C can you don't help me decide ...
C : OK ..ASAP let me know did you will join us ...
R : give me 1 week to decide will let you know...
C: ok im wait your good news...
C: after one week has passed... try asking R did you will join us..?
R: join you guys going...
C: are you sure joining us ...ok im happy get R answer will join...

But now final let me know about R bad news ...
really really make me disappointed him...if not call R that's mean before depart just know about R din't join us ....????
haysss....
I CARE MY FRIENDS~
DID MY FRIENDS FEEL IT MY CARING....? DID IT WILL ....?????
my mood totally is be spoil ....
make me have a impulse cancel all whole trip..
tern back thinking did i do all arrangement is superfluous ....? why i will think that....
 because when i started organizes to all of my member  ...
.this trip total got 10 person goin
march or apirl got 4 of member say cannot join got somethings problem to do ...& 
bla bla bla some saying got own problem....
well...leave than 6 person ...but now 5 person only 
hayss...booked hotel before already unhappy for them because msg them nobody response me...
after im settle the hotel ...told them is book which hotel ....
ask them give some response ..
.they got give just ohh...
nobody caring the trip ...im angry them ...
if im also same with them not caring depart of  there just arrange ...
im feel is waste the time~ ever mind than im go find all the information for phuket which area is famous people going & where got delicious foods to having...
im do all the sightseeing placed n location to them ...
im very happy to do all the arrangement for my vacation trip...
yesterday i msg to them have a look my propose for our trip arrangement...
highlight them must reply me...im still not receive they reply...
Unfortunately im receive the bad news for R... 
seriously im think all of my arrange also rubbish....

TOTALLY SPOIL IT  SPOIL SPOIL SPOIL  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my heart totaly is giving them spoil it ...no next time to arrange for them n vacation to them....
What should i do ....? im thinking did i still goin with leave it 4 person...

My Day Nine 0905

真的让我很悲哀

真的很气 ！！！！

气到一刹那的冲动很不想去普吉岛了，

不懂要如何说好，

朋友是要如何的对待呢。。。。？

对朋友的好关心，

他们会在乎嘛。。。？

会上心你说的话嘛。。。？

我真的很气 ，很气！！！！

对朋友好，他们却不理会我为他们安排的东西，

真的很难受，

讨厌去安排。。。

很讨厌一个有事情要说的时候，却不要说

一直问他却不说，又要给暗示这样。。。

说到时就会懂，

到底想怎样。。。。？？？？？

真的很讨厌很讨厌一些这样的朋友，

人的容忍真的有限度。。。

My Day Eight 0305

Today at office quite busy ...

          busy for what ...?

1st is customer booking after finish hold on all the booking,

         because already finish do it urgent booking...heheh

   2nd is arrange mine phuket trip ....

im and my colleague will go on this month,but she will gion on next week ,
im will after she coming back that weekend going .

We both of us keep find information which more best price for tour snorkelling , delicious foods ,massage & shopping place....all of the trip is me advise ....my friends no do anything's notice....hayssss

chinese calling what " 临时抱佛脚“ 

 Keep looking at cari forum find people recommend advise....at cari forum can find more information for  people been before recommend suggest....make us more interesting to know it all for phuket which battle go....

so fast time already 5.30 pm finish work....tomorrow to be continue find more information ....aza aza fighting !!!!! hehe

finish work with colleague having dinner sushi zanmai ...yeahhhh....long time dint eat already...miss so muchhhh....yum yum 

after finish eating walk awhile at sungai wang for find swim clothes for mine phuket trip..very trouble need prepare to thinking wear what swim to snorkelling !!!!! wear pikini ....hahaha sure will let friends laugh die...or wear cut in clothes n short pants beachwear or beachwear skirt haysss....any idea for me....???

At 6th floor bought it one cutie iphone4 case....Got spongebob ,doraemon , rilakkuma , paul frank , chicky & ribbon .....ahahha cute nehhhh

Hehehe ~ did this case cute....
hahahhahha

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My Day Seven 0205

Happy Happy Happy !!!!!!!!!!!

Im make again the name necklace , holidays back to work receive my order stuff ...hehe
Ding Ding !!!!
first is receive mine necklace ...

This Time order is Gold Plated + Express delivery

This time order more nice than before order...love so much ....but this time worn will keep touch my neck did still be there....scare will season 2 again....hehe...


second is mine waterproof camera bought it my deal ....hehehe
Ding Ding

pinky pinky (^_-)

this waterproof camera actually not too expensive ,some of people thought will very expensive ....
dear friends just RM 29.90 only ...why will bought is for my phuket trip bring to snorkelling take picture...heheh

My Day Six

27 Apr - 01 May

好久都没有更新写我的BLOG噜~
今天来写写先，连续四天的假期工作三天又在两天的假期真爽啊。。。。
吖哈哈哈哈。。。
四天的假期都在hometown里休息,
为仕么会有四天假期呢，星期六因为bersih都会世界大乱的，
烂臭公司就要我们所有人 compusealry 拿 leave,
就将就没有一天的annual leave 了，<死人他啊>
星期一因为侄儿生日开生日会，就去看医生拿病假休息埋先，
星期二五月一号劳动节。。。
<说是陪妈妈>但都是在家做废人,
睡到十二一点起来,摸下摸下就两点多 ~
醒来吃,躺着看戏追on call 36 小时，
只有我最慢还看着这套戏。。。
失败失败。。。
时间就到旁一天过一天了
唉 ~ 真无聊哦。。。。
扮美美去侄儿生日会。。。
嘻嘻

简单的我~嘻嘻

我的侄女~可爱到。。。哈哈哈

寿星的跑车蛋糕~大姐订做的。。。
好美咯~

大家都在忙着唱生日歌拍照的，但没和寿星侄儿个人拍到照。。。

只有这和家人一起拍 ><

古灵精怪的侄女

侄儿，侄女，表弟，表妹

我家的小孩多到~我二姐好像幼儿园老师这样哦！！！哈哈哈

所有都是我侄儿侄女和我二姐

自拍下

好累哦 ！！！！将又过一天的~


无聊星期二的我又在自拍了。。。嘻嘻 

哈哈哈~超无聊的我。。。

My Day 2504

最近都不懂自己在做些仕么，好像很忙这样~ 
都没时间写不blog ~
心情就普普通通，
烦恼就一大堆~何时可以尽快解决呢？
我是否该放弃呢？
嗨~ 烦 烦 烦 ！！！！！！

今天不懂发了仕么神经吃了好多东西，嘴巴不停的很想吃东西。。。

咦 ~ 迟早变大肥婆哦。。。

哟 ~ 我不要 ...该控制下先。。。

今天吃了一包的 Nasi Lemak 有 sotong ,si ham 的。。。

哇~好饱咯

过后Dubai 的 operator 又拿东西来给我们吃，都是巧克力cookies & 甜甜圈 ...emm 好香咯~

好香的cookies呀...yummy ~

甜甜圈 ~ 牛车轮 <回忆>

好好吃哦~很有回忆的牛车轮。。。yum yum
吃午饭时间到太饱了没吃东西~
过还帮同事买了马来人的keropok ，又让我看见刚炸好的炸香蕉好香好香哦，又让我买来吃了。
真有够力的我！！！
下班又和同事吃了大吵 + 一对烧鸡翼 , 过后还去了金河走走，到六楼走走又让我看见新开的士林，哈哈哈~我又去买了sweet patato吃。。。嘻嘻嘻

Sweet Patato

我今天真的吃了好多的东西哦。。。即将会肥咯。。。呜呜 m(_ _)m

我是怎么了啊~ 吃那么多的。。。我的脑就不停的在想不停的在想着吃的东西哦。。。。吃 吃 吃 ！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
我真的佩服我自己可以一瞬间想出很多美食出啦，赞啊 ~~~ 哈哈哈


走走的时候看见同事在转蛋耶~不一见让我看到spongebob 呵呵 ~ 到我又转埋一份咯。。。哈哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈~很回忆小时候的时候。。。怀念zzZZZ
有六个款
呵呵呵，你看我转到仕么。。。？

转到的是 ~ Lets Play Hard

哈哈哈~又有新朋友加入了HaPPy CheRRy SpongeBob ^^ '

“　Welcome to HaPPy CheRRy Spongebob Sweet House (^_-)　”

Spongebob真的能让你开心欢笑，当你不开心时他们都是给你微笑的笑容。。。嘻嘻 ~哈哈哈
我也笑了起来。。。哈哈哈哈

今天怎样的我 ~ 2004

心情都是一般，

有开心有不开心，

外表可看见是个很开心，还嘻嘻大笑的。

但内心闷闷酸酸的，

是因为仕么呢？

很想简单的快乐，

无需烦恼事情，

嗨，没可能的事情，

我不想要这样，我要很快乐很快乐得我。。。

可以回复原来的我嘛。。。。？

今天工作不会很忙但还是有点事情做的啦 ~ 
无聊过度就叫同事们下载iphone app 的 Fring 玩玩是怎样的。。。
是个viedo call 只可以加入4个人一起聊天。。
无聊的我们好搞笑哦！！！

可笑的我!!!!
<iphone app ~ Fring>

其他人都在~傻傻的我 。。。嘻嘻

正经时刻来了。。changchang !!!!!!!!!!

严肃的我们呀。。。。

时间过得真快，也差不多要下班。。。真的过得有够快，时间真的不留人呀！！！
好累哦，真要回家休息回家追戏的，喂吃的同事要去 Jalan Pude 喂吃街吃炸鸡 ，六点多吃到九点多才走~超赞的我们一直聊到两个小时多我们都聊得很开心，可惜时间真的过得好快哦~~~~

When I Believe In You And Me

I Believe In You and Me 

I Believe In You and Me 
I Believe That we will be 
In love eternally 
Well as far as I can see 
You Will Always be the one 
For me (Oh yes, you will) 

And I believe in dreams again 
I believe that love will never end 
And like the river finds the sea 
I was lost, now I'm free 
Cuz I believe In you and me 

I will never leave your side 
I will never hurt your pride 
When all the chips are down, baby 
Then I will always be around 
Just to be right where you are 
My love, you know I love you, boy 

I will never leave you out 
I will always let you in, boy (mmm, oh baby) 
To places no-one's ever been, 
Deep inside, can't you see? 
That I believe in you and me 

Maybe I'm a fool 
To feel the way I do 
I will play the fool forever 
Just to be with you forever 

I believe in miracles 
And love is the miracle 
And yes, baby you're my dream come true 
I was lost, now I'm free, 
Oh, baby cuz i believe, i do believe, in you and me 
See, I was lost, now I'm free 
Cuz I believe in you and me.

My Day Five 1904

Normal & Simple

Mood still be down ,

because lose my necklace n thinking some problem on my heart,  

even moody also need do work ,sleep & eat 

WELL ~ just be my normal day 

don't think too much  ....

Today early wake up cook fried rice to my colleague eat ...
start cooking now
prepare to cook ~~

< iphone app ~ GifRus >

iphone normal cam

after fried all the foods

wohoo....put the rice together mix all the foods put some äijinomoto .....cook arr cook arrr .....
wuhoo tired me....wohhoh
yeahhhhhh

is done ......

Em delicious !!!!!

Today fried rice is pass ....still is delicious yum yum .....<3 <3 <3

lunch hour after finish having  danm supper sleepy.....zzzZZZ  my eyes auto need to close ....i want to sleep !!!!!!!!!!!
hayss do some paper work time turn to 4pm ...time really fast goin >,<
feel nothing to do someone use mitalk draw PIG pic to me ...ishhhh some my hand draw to her 1st
ding ding !!!!

draw from me pororo little penguin

hahahahah ~ 

pororo little penguin 
same for my draw ..???
laugh die

match it together 1st....lalala

yeahhh!!! clean things back home luuu....before goin home with colleague at cheras side go buy burger eat....my colleague say this burger car danm delicios....!!!!! the guy very careful one by one decoct ....
dint try dint know is danm yummy yummy ~

Burger Chicken special

Really really delicious long time dint eat ~ miss it
this is my dinner after reach back home is no eat other things ...become fat i want control eating dint eat too muchh... heheh (^_-)

0330 ~ U-KISS

(Eli) Yo listen up, this is my tragic story, just to break into my heart (check it) 

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you

I keep thinking about you

I really miss you

(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night

(Hoon) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 

The place that you left

I really miss you

(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(AJ) The view of your back, leaving me on this rainy road

Because I couldn't do anything again,

I regret it again everyday. I'm sorry,

I pray, I want you to be back. 

I can't. I can't stand it. I cannot stand a day without you. 

My tears are falling again. 

Will I be able to forget you ? When will I be like that till ? 

(Soohyun) I still cannot erase you

I keep thinking about you

I really miss you

(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night

(Soohyun) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 

The place that you left

I really miss you

(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kiseop) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli) I keep thinking of you at night, I cannot sleep

Why did I turn on this love show

The distance between us has increased

I was the servant of this love

Why did we fight ? Why were we like that ? 

Did you lose the sight ? We used to be in love. 

Why am I stuck in this moment ? The one I need is you, silly. 

(Dongho) You, drooping your shoulders

You, taking a rest on the ground

You, hitting your chest in frustration

You, praying to the heavens with your hands clasped

I think of you getting up. Let's forget and erase all our bad memories. 

(I'm sorry) How would you ? I cannot say anything besides 'I'm sorry'. 

(Kevin) I still cannot erase you

I keep thinking about you

I really miss you

(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 

The place that you left

I really miss you

(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kevin) Oh tonight again, tonight again, her

(Eli, AJ, Dongho) You and I, don't cut our cord. 

Don't deny our r²π 

Come to me, everything is fine now. 

We will start everything over, over again. 

(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night

(Hoon) I still cannot erase you

I keep thinking about you

I really miss you

(U-Kiss) I cannot sleep at all at night

(Kevin) The sound of the raindrops hitting on the window of my heart 

The place that you left

I really miss you

(U-Kiss) And I cannot sleep at all at night

My Day Four 1804

Moody moody !!!!!

moody whole day ~ no mood to working today >< ,

 haysss ~ i dont want be indian girl ...... try myself to happy n smile also same moody ....

i hate this feeling can run away ....m(_ _)m

Actually today cook fried rice to my colleague eat ,because of me moody cancel dint not make it  ....

but postpone tomorrow cook agian...^^

after goin home got make to my room mate eat ,even no mood i will try my best to do ...hehe

my fried rice still is nice ...heheh Good good good

Yum Yum

Finish eating continue watching my hong kong drama...

this time watching drama so late, 

not same like before keep watch n watch ....

rush n rush

isshhhhhhhh .....

i think is my problem make it change evertings ....

 =,=

My Day Three

SAD SAD SAD !!!!!!!!!!!! 

DOWN DOWN DOWN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY I WILL LOSE YOU ~~ WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  
m(_ _)m  m(_ _)m m(_ _)m  m(_ _)m m(_ _)m  m(_ _)m 

WHERE ARE YOU GO ?????
WHERE ARE YOU LOSE ??????
WHERE ARE YOU NOW ?????
WHERE ARE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!

worn on the necklace also will be lose , why i dint feel it ......
haven full ONE month already lose ....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

IM REALLY REALLY BAD LUCK  ！！！！！！！！！！！